I was woken up this morning by words that no daughter ever wants to hear, no matter how inevitable they may be. My mommy passed away this morning due to complications from stage four breast cancer. Despite thinking I was well equipped to deal with this, nothing can prepare you for learning that your best friend is gone. I’m upset, I’m hurt, I’m confused - and even thankful, because her quality of life had steeply declined in the past month and a half, after enrolling in hospice care. She’s no longer suffering, and she went on her own terms.
Thank you for being my best friend, for putting up with all of my shit. Thank you for waiting for me at the end of our driveway at 1 AM when I snuck out to a show. Thank you for picking me up every afternoon, for cooking all of the stupid meals that I loved to eat, for putting up with all of the stupid shit I would show you on the computer time and time again. Most of all - thank you for being the best mother I could’ve ever asked for. I love you so so so so so so much, mommy. As long as I’m living, your baby I’ll be.
i think the scariest part of turning 21 in a few months will be the fact that i don’t have to get this shit drawn on my hand ever again
i really miss having red hair and a (relatively) healthy mom
hoarding that highly coveted frozen merch since 2014
lets just talk about the fact that i now have a tan line on my forehead from my bangs. thx florida <333333
hiiiiiii i’m in orlando now!!!! i just got back from downtown disney and i finally got to meet ashley and eat at earl of sandwich and i had a really really wonderful night. i still have a super anxious feeling in the gut of my stomach and i’m terrified of monday and i would love nothing more then to go home rn but at least tonight was gr8 <3
so this came in the mail today………………..
everyone’s getting into the cp and i’m not and i’m very upset
i envy people who have really great relationships with their siblings, because my brother is actually the scum of the earth.